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April 30, 2008

Check out Chico Laura

My friend Laura Burghardt has started a wonderful and interesting blog site rich with stories and musings about Chico. She also writes about places to visit, interesting events coming up, tons of great real estate tips, and lots of practical information (like what you can do with your used coffee grounds). Her web site is www.chicolaurablog.com..... Laura is one of those true Chico gems. She loves Chico and it shows in her writings, she dedicates much of her time to various causes, she's one of those upbeat types (how do they do it?) who would do anything for a friend or someone in need and who always sees the best in everybody and everything, she's a great Mom (raised two boys on her own), and she is THE BEST and most knowledgeable real estate agent in the area....Check her out!

April 21, 2008

A Thoughtfull Response to my Last Blog

Joe,

My first question would be, what is your real goal here? Do you seriously want to end the division, or do you really just want left wing control of government? I ask this honestly and without malice, I just want to know.

If you really want to end the division, starting out with a list of "failed right wing policies" is probably not the way to do it. I could point to just as many failed left wing policies and we could remain in hatefull standstill, forever locking horns.

The other suggestion I would make is not to assume that right wing issues are hedge issues that don't matter. Gay marriage is not trivial bullshit to the christian families who believe strongly that it is wrong. Gun laws are not trivial to those who believe strongly in the 2nd Amendment (in our bill of rights, nonetheless) and who believe that those who would take away guns would next seek to take away our freedom.
Probably the most important issue to those on the right currently is our nation's border security. Right now border security is a joke. No matter how you feel about immigration, we should not seek to reward those who break our nation's laws. This issue matters to regular, working class voters.

So, if you want to bridge the divide, I would advise you not to trivialize our issues. Those issues may not matter most to you, but frankly, your issues don't always matter the most to us. If those of you on the left think gay marriage is so trivial, why do you keep bringing it up in the legislatures? Obviously it matters to you or we'd never hear about it.

If you want to bridge the divide, perhaps you should look for some common ground. Hillary Clinton and Barrack Obama are not common ground. They are far to the left of center and working hard to prove that to democratic party voters all the time.

John McCain, on the other hand, is a more moderate, middle-ground candidate. He is moderate enough that many conservatives do not like him. Many liberals also do not like him. But many independents love him. What does that tell you? Well, many voters believe that anything that keeps the fringe politicals equally unhappy is probably best for everyone else over the long haul.

Now, you can come back and attack John McCain, that would certainly be the divisive thing to do, but the question here, Joe, is do you want to divide or unite this country, or do you really just want a liberal victory? I'll accept whatever answer as your honest opinion, but you should first be honest with yourself....Dane Langston

JOE'S REPLY....

You bring up good points Dane, as you always do. I will be happy to clarify where I was coming from. The point I was trying to make in that blog was that I feel this widening division we are experiencing between the left and the right is solely to blame on right wing politics and policies. You folks were pretty upset over Bill Clinton lying about sex, but wasn't that about the worst thing he did as president? Was it really that big a deal? From the left, we have plenty of real issues and problems that the Bush administration has forced down our collective throats....case in point, re-read my blog. And I believe that helplessness we feel from the left is the reason for this political gap. I understand that you could point out many failed left wing policies, but isn't it the right wing policies from the last 7 years that have gotten us in the trouble we are in right now?

Now you ask if I really want left wing control of the government. Well, since I subscribe to many of the left wing ideologies, yes I would like to see the left in power again. But no I do not think the government should be without balance. There are left wing ideologies I do not subscribe to that need to be kept in check by the right.

You say that right now our border security is a joke and I would have to agree....but who's been in charge for the last 7 years?

The reason that gay marriage was bought up is because this is a group of people, Americans, that are being denied certain rights by the right just because they disagree with their lifestyle. Gay rights is a trivial issue to most of us but you attempted to trivialize larger issues by putting so much focus on gay marriage in an election year just to give the religious right a reason to get out and vote, because if it wasn't for the gay issue, many republicans would not have bothered to vote and Bush needed their vote. Now as I recall, the gays were not trying to make gay marriage an issue at the time, it was the republicans who were making it an issue to motivate the far right to vote. Another trick from the devious mind of Karl Rove.

Most democrats do not want to take away any guns from law abiding citizens or their right to have them. Maybe the far left does, but this is one of the reasons we need balance in government. Again, the republicans always use this issue to motivate the far right to vote.

John McCain would probably be a better president than George Bush has been. But better isn't good enough. He would be more of the same in too many ways. We need RADICAL change if we are to ever get out of this war and turn our economy around. Tell me what John McCain would do any different than George Bush, other than be a better communicator? I actually respect McCain for many things he has done, but personally, I feel he has been emotionally and permanently damaged from his war experiences and that's just a little too scary to entrust him as leader of the free world. Because of right wing policies, America has been losing ground in education, manufacturing, keeping up the infrastructure, deficit control, border control, trade deficits, the value of the American dollar, gas prices....and on the other hand we have created more terrorist's, increased the national debt, weakened the response of our military, Bin Laden runs free....I mean, really.... tell me Dane, tell me one area we have improved in under George Bushes watch? The only good thing I can say about him is that we have not been attacked since 9-11, at least not in this country....but don't say that to the families of 4,000 kids that have been killed by terrorist's in Iraq. How much further down the tubes do we need to go before we realize that we cannot stay in this direction? So when I talk about the widening gap between the left and the right, in reality you can say the right hasn't moved away, but they have sure pushed the rest of us away!

April 20, 2008

Why Are We So Divided?

Every now and then I get a little fired up over politics, as I was last night when I wrote my last blog "Failed right wing policies and whiny liberals". This morning I'm still feeling a little bit of that fire in my gut, so I'm going to extinguish it (but I'm sure it will be back in a week or so) by making one more point about politics....

Everybody is aware these days of the expanding gulf between liberals and conservatives. It seems that everything that any politician says or does is either coming from the far left or the far right. There is little cooperation from either side of the isles, George Bush has not been a uniter, lines are always being drawn in the sand, the country seems more divided all of the time. So....who ya gonna blame?

Not only has George Bush failed to unite, he has gone out of his way to divide with his "my way or the highway" approach to congress as well as his own generals and cabinet members. After more than seven years of bad policies by the Bush administration, the toll is starting to show. The combination of the cost of the war, tax breaks to the rich, trickle down economics, and corporate deregulation have left us on the brink of recession. And yet the vast majority of right wing followers still defend these policies!

It's really hard when you see this happening and then have to listen to ignorant conservatives blame our financial woes on less costly things like social programs for the needy. There are problems and abuses in many of these programs to say the least, but comparing them to the bigger problems that have been perpetrated by right wing interests is like having a mouse and a hungry alligator loose in a room full of people and the republicans only want to talk about the mouse while ignoring the alligator. And they are good at doing this because of the right wing spin machine (Rush Limbaugh, right wing news outlets, and most republican politicians) who take advantage of and exploit our deepest fears and emotions which are usually connected to trivial bullshit like gay marriage or terrorist's who want to kill your family, thus diverting our attention from the real issues. And so they end up blaming our problems on gays, anti gun folks, teachers who believe in teaching science over scripture, global warming advocates, the ACLU, Mexican laborers (they took our jobs!) , and (this is my favorite one because nobody has a clue what it means)....activist judges!

So what's not right about this picture? Why are we so divided? Do you really have to ask? How are the folks from the left supposed to resolve this when they see it happening and are powerless to do anything about it except become "whiny liberals"? Yes, we are becoming more divided all of the time. We are also (some, but not all) getting dumber all the time. And it's going to continue until we learn to distinguish the real problems from the manufactured ones. We cannot deal with an alligator in the room as long as we are focused on the mouse.

April 19, 2008

Failed Right Wing Policies and Whiny Liberals

I've been thinking about how much the republican party has given this country over they years. Where would we be without their influence and policies, their imposed moralities, their creative distribution of wealth from the working middle class to the super rich, and their ability to fool the average Joe six pack into believing in their cause as they rob them of not only everything he has but everything his children would have had. I'll tell you where we'd be....better off! Their final legacy will be the descending of this great nation into a third world country. Here are just a few of the wonderful things the republican party has given us over the last 20 years....

A 9 trillion dollar debt
A war in Iraq that has left our finances in shambles
Record size government
A government that now has the power to know whatever it wants about the personal lives of it's citizens
Corporate welfare that costs more than the welfare we give to our own poor
Trickle down economics that have proven time and again they don't work
Pseudo patriotism built on never questioning the government
A government that manipulates it's citizens with fear
Anti education, anti infrastructure, anti gay rights, anti women's rights, anti environment, anti dying people's rights, anti anything that does not serve the purpose of either the elite few or the ignorant moralities of the religious right
Savings and loan debacle that costs tax payers 5 billion dollars
The Iran Contra Affair
$4.00 a gallon gasoline
A dollar that is diminishing quickly against foreign currencies
A revision of bankruptcy laws that was a gift to the financial institutions
Less corporate regulations
Revising of scientific facts on global warming
The use of torture
Suspension of habeas corpus
Tax breaks in a time of war
Laws against getting prescription drugs from other countries....a gift to the pharmaceutical industry
A shortage of voting machines in democratic heavy districts in Ohio which led to the re-election of George Bush
Corporate tax breaks and incentives to ship jobs over seas
Failure to get Osama Bin Laden
Failure to enact any kind of energy policy other than ones that help big oil

And these are just the ones I'm aware of! These kinds of policies, inactions, and out right lies are the seeds that may very well spell the end of life as we know it in America. And the funny part is, when you dare to bring any of these things up, you are labeled a whiny liberal. Guess I'm a whiny liberal. I wish there were more whiny liberals. I'll bet that England once called us the "whiny colonist's".

Who's your Daddy?

A few years ago my sister Celeste took on the tedious and overwhelming task of researching our families history. I respect and appreciate the hard work and many hours she put into this chore, but I have to ask the question....How seriously should anybody take their family history?

Shortly after my father died back in 1989, I found out to my surprise, as well as to the surprise of my other siblings, that we had an older sister. This lady (I don't even know her name) had been doing some research on her own, about who her real father was, and found out it was my father. Ends up that he had gotten a girl pregnant when he was a teenager back in the 1920's, before any of my other siblings were born, and my Dads family paid some money or something to make the problem go away....not abortion....just go away, out of my dads life.

So what does this all mean to family history trees? It means that unwanted pregnancies, secret affairs, wives getting pregnant by the butler and never revealing the truth to their husbands, the white mans raping of slaves and Indians, kids thinking their real mother is their aunt and their grandparents are their parents, these things have been going on forever, and therefore your lineage may or may not be who and what it appears to be. Knowing this and seeing that it has happened in my own family, is why my own family history means nothing to me, or at the least, something that should be taken with a grain of salt.

I always get a kick out of hearing people talk about the need to return to the moralities of the good old days, back when we had true family values. The family values of the good old days incorporated a better system for hiding the truth. There was no DNA sampling, abortions were more dangerous and less common than today, affairs and out of marriage pregnancies were more frowned on, and therefore, these things had to be hidden.

So just keep it in mind when you are told that you are descended from royalty or Daniel Boone or George Washington, that the truth of your lineage may be connected to the lineage of Grandmas milkman or one of great, great, great, great grandpa's slaves. But in truth, does it really matter?

April 17, 2008

Remembering Chico in the Seventies

I moved to Chico in the late winter of 1972. Things were different then from what they are now, to say the least. After you've lived in one town for several decades, you can't help but reminisce as you drive around, about how things used to be and the experiences you've had at different locations over the years. For me, as for most old timers I'm sure, Chico is rich with fond memories as well as painful ones. I've raised my children here, I've had businesses here, I've had my heart broken here, I've fallen in love here, I've buried my parents here, I've watched it change and grow, for the better and for the worse.

People talk about the special magic, a certain charm, that Chico seems to have. Indeed it does, but to me, the magic of Chico was at it's peak in the seventies. Maybe it was the magic of my youth, maybe it was the experience of a new town, or maybe it was the sharp contrast of moving here from a bland, over populated, crime infested, smoggy, Southern California city. Whatever it was, it was powerful, it was invigorating, it was stimulating to the soul, it was dreamy, it was magical, but now....it's pure nostalgia. And it's not just driving around that brings up the nostalgia and memories, it can also come from hearing a certain song from that time period, walking into a certain building, or running into an old friend from way back when.

If I close my eyes and travel back (which I have to do in between typing sentences), I can remember, I can feel, I can almost see.....

The way the foliage seemed to grow over everything on the Avenues, almost like the avenues were carved out of a thick dense forest of oaks, black walnut, and vines....

The dense haze of cigarette smoke that filled the El Rey theatre as we watched movies....

Standing on the bridge at one mile, holding hands, romance, new love....

Hiking up to Monkey Rock as people down below shot guns at the target range by Horseshoe Lake (that was nuts!)....

Spinning donuts in a four wheeler on the fields just west of Horseshoe Lake when it was muddy from the rain (the phrase "environmentally aware" hadn't been invented yet)....

Naked hippies smoking pot around the various swimming holes in the upper park....

Letting my four and five year old kids sit on my lap and steer the car around the streets at the airport....

Sitting on the bench outside at Big Al's on a rainy day eating an ice cream cone, looking at the same intials carved into the bench that are there now....

Swimming at one mile late at night in the summertime....

The way Bruce Road meandered from Humboldt over to Skyway, thru the fields and along rock walls in the area where the new walking path is off of 20th St....

The twentieth St. bridge that dead ended over the freeway into cow pastures....

All of the old ranch houses and small farms that lined the Esplanade from East Ave. out to where it joins to 99....

Valdez's Mexican restaurant at 1st. Ave. and Mangrove....

Watching "Haley, Dixon, and Myer" (Pat Haley, his sister Kathy Dixon, and friend Larry Myer) play music at the pizza parlor that sits where Bidwell Perk is now....

Playing music in Canal St. downtown and having to stop whenever a train went by because it drownded out the P.A.....

Open mike nights at Nellies....

Having a banana date shake at Health Rite....

The giant pies at Karens restaurant by the railroad tracks....

The awesome homemade soups at Noahs which was where Cold Stones is at now downtown....

How every year somebody would block out the "C" and the "S" on the Canal Street sign (use your imagination)....

Going yard sailing with a pocket full of change and ending up with a carload of stuff....

Walking the alleys in the summertime and finding all kinds of fruit hanging over the back fences onto the alley ways....

Watching salmon wiggle up stream in the shallow waters above the five mile bridge....

Taking my kids roller skating at Spinning Wheels on 7th Ave. between Esplanade and Oleander....

Picking up walnuts all over town to sell for extra money....

Picking wild "minors lettuce" from the side of streets to add to our salads....

Making tea from camomile that seemed to grow everywhere....itstill does....

Going to the drive-in theatre out on the Midway....

Getting a cold root beer at A&W which was over by The Italian Cottage....

The giant oaks that surrounded the corner of W. Sac. and Nord Ave's. There was a flea market there at that time, and across the street was Nord Ave. produce....

The "fifties" style bowling alley downtown on Salem Street between 1st.and 2nd. St, equipped with malt shop and juke box....

Shooting pool where the "Black Crow" restaurant is now....

Watching "The Twilight Trio", a group made up from members of "The eight Ave. string band", playing at Canal St....

Getting stoned and making a late night run to a drive thru bakery that was located approximately where Taco Bell on the Esplanade is now...

Picking black berries in the summertime along the creek in the lower park....

And the memories go on and on, I could do this all day. So many things, so many memories that are gone but not forgotten, and yet, a lot of these places haven't changed that muchl over the years. The Midway, the lower Esplanade, most of downtown, the Avenues, the fair grounds, most of the park, Chapman Town, still look pretty much the same now as they did then. But for the most part, Chico, like me, keeps right on changing. I don't know where were headed, but were going there. I feel very fortunate for the rich memories Chico has given me over the last 36 years just as I look forward to the memories still to come over the next 36 years. To quote an old song by Eric Burdon...."I wasn't born there, but perhaps I'll die there."

April 15, 2008

Thoughts on Diet, Exercise, and Meditation

I have been into health, nutrition, and exercise my whole adult life. And like anybody who has, I think I can say that I've learned a few things over the years. I understand that what works for one person may not work for another. One mans medicine may be another mans poison. The same is true for exercise. With that being said, I would like to share some things that have worked as well as some things that have not worked for me....

Chiropractors have never helped me at all, although I've tried them many times over the years. I've heard other people talk about how a chiropractor changed their life, and that's great. After 20 years of going to different chiropractors for back problems and finding that I got better results from massage or even muscle relaxers, I gave up on them. Just as I cannot be hypnotized, can't dance, and can't wiggle my ears, I also cannot get any results from having my spine messed with.

You can work out until hell freezes over but if you do not have the proper body for developing large muscle tone, it ain't gonna happen. You can get stronger and bigger, but not everybody can get muscular.

Jogging is not good for large people or people with flat feet. These types are better off doing a low impact aerobic like bike riding.

Herbs and drugs do not mix.

Once a cold has started it's cycle, there is nothing that is going to knock it out. Prevention is the best remedy by keeping the immune system strong. For me, most sickness has been a result of stress more so than bad diet. If I'm not stressed, I don't get sick. The single best pill (capsule, herb, remedy, or anything) I have found for keeping my immune system strong is kyolic garlic.

A healthy alternative to butter....cold pressed oil, such as walnut or almond, with a little salt added. Celtic sea salt is a great alternative to iodized salt. It has not been stripped of healthy minerals that your body needs.

Vitamin pills are over rated. They are hard on your digestion and are not properly absorbed by the body. Better to get your vitamins from food sources. Minerals are more important to good health than vitamins.

Meat is not a good source of protein. Eating protein to get protein does not work any more than eating hair to have thicker hair. Amino acids build protein. When you eat protein it must break down into usable amino acids that can be rebuilt as proteins. Better to eat foods that are rich in amino acids like grains, nuts, fruits, and vegetables. That's why the largest, strongest, and longest living animals on earth are vegetarians.

Sugar is more fattening than anything. Honey is fattening but at least it has some nutritional value.

Your body is made out of minerals so it make sense to eat foods that are rich in minerals. They say you are what you eat. I'd rather be a mass of calcium, phosphorous, and magnesium than a walking ball of starch.

Never eat anything with hydrogenated oils.

Drugs and surgery should only be used as a last resort, not a first choice. I never take drugs when I have a cold, however, a couple of times over the years I had pneumonia and tried but failed to cure it naturally. Both times it took antibiotics to knock it out.

As you age it becomes even more important to work your body. Use it, move it, and work it everyday. Lifting weights as you age, even light work outs is important because it is your muscles that hold your frame together and keeping them strong keeps you from having many of the aches and pains that goes along with aging.

I never mix fruits and vegetables, the enzymes are not compatible and can create digestive problems.

My list of the healthiest foods (super foods) are....Spinach, brown rice, fresh carrot juice, sea weed, and lentil sprouts. If you want to learn about sprouting lentils, ask me, I'll be glad to share.

Sleep is more important than diet or exercise. I have always said that since we spend a third of our life in bed and a third of our life on our feet, it's worth investing in good shoes and a good mattress.

If stress is keeping you from getting your sleep, learn to let it go when you go to bed. I have learned that it helps to forgive yourself for not worrying about something. At night try telling yourself that you promise you'll pick the stress back up in the morning, but for now, I'm going to let it go long enough to fall asleep. It works for me!

Meditation is great for relieving stress as well as keeping yourself in touch with your higher consciousness. However, the idea of meditating for an hour a day is not very compatible with our fast paced lives in western culture. You do not have to go into a trance or reach a state of nirvana to get benefits from meditation. Whenever you have a few moments just relax and stop thinking. Allow your awareness to become the part of you that witnesses your thoughts, then if you have to think, at least you are watching the thoughts and not being the thoughts. I do this practice at stop lights or whenever I have a few seconds that I do not have to pay attention to something. It's amazing how refreshing this quick meditative exercise is for the psyche as well as the body.

Massage your scalp everyday and you'll always have thick hair.

Use the word "love" everyday. Tell your child or your mate everyday that you love them or declare out loud that you love something. "I love my life" or "I love living in Chico" or "I love the weather today"....just love something out loud. It creates a shift in your attitude. Want to get really radical? Declare out loud that you are loving a bad experience that your having and watch how fast the experience changes....watch how fast you start changing.

That's all I got for now. Peace, love, and good health to you....


April 13, 2008

The Magic of Rain

When I think of all the beauty this planet has to offer....the glorious sunsets, amazing waterfalls and rivers, ocean waves crashing, lush green valleys, the full moon rising in the east, the scent of gardenias or the color of pansies, the aura of a new born baby, the sound of birds chattering in the twilight....none of these things are as beautiful as rain. Rain is as important to our survival as the sun and the air. Without it the only life on this planet would be in the oceans. So why does everybody hate rain?

I remember a moment last year when I was standing on a bridge at the tree farm starring into Comanche Creek, and I had this realization that water is both physical and spiritual. As solid matter it sustains life. It becomes spirit (or spiritual like) when it dissipates (disappears) and rises towards the heavens. And eventually, as rain, it re-manifests back into the physical. Is that the mystical power of rain? Does rain demonstrate the journey of our own souls? Do we shun the rain because on some primal level it reminds us of the journey we make as souls when we come into the physical world, knowing the hardships and struggles that await us?

I grew up in Southern California where rain was scarce. One of the reasons I moved to Chico was because I heard that it rained a lot here. Had I done my homework better, I would have realized that 25 inches of rain a year isn't that much, not for me anyway's, and I probably would have gone further north or over to the coast.

I am in my true comfort zone when the rain is falling, the harder the better. Rain seems to enhance whatever you are doing. You become more creative when it's raining outside. Books and coffee go great with the rain. Making love is better when it's raining outside. Rain cleanses the air and nourishes the earth. Rain seems to make us more reflective. The sound of rain hitting the ground is as musical as the sound of birds singing. But for me, the true magic of the rain is the way that it gives you a little space and insulates you from the rest of the world, from everybody else. The neighbors house seems a little further away. The barking dog is either quiet or not as loud. Boom boxes are silenced. Nobody is in your face, we all seem to have a little more space and cushion when it's raining, even though we are at the same distances from each other.

My children all seemed to inherit my love of the rain. We always got a kick out of the weatherman saying there is a "threat" of rain. Our little inside joke was that when it was raining we would say that there is a "threat" of blue skies. Whenever I hear people complaining about the rain, I make it a point to counter balance with some statement like, "Yes, but isn't it beautiful." And the funny thing is, most people, when they stop and think about it, usually agree with me, even though they were just complaining about it. This leads me to the theory that people do not hate the rain as much as they think they do. I think we have this negative conditioned response to rain because we hear everybody else say how miserable it is and that just kind of gets recycled around. It's kind of like the band "Abba", you really like them but you can't say that out loud.

So I suggest that the next time it's raining, instead of giving in to your conditioned negative feeling about it, think about the good things it makes you feel. Just listen to it, go outside and feel it on your face, smell it, read a good book, write something, drink hot coffee with Baileys while you discuss the meaning of life with a friend, feel how it ignites your imagination and how it soothes your soul, embrace the rain, thank God that it's raining, and then open the windows and let it in!

April 12, 2008

Symbols

Why do people get so attached to symbols? A symbol in and of itself is nothing, and yet through out history people have demonstrated strong emotional attachments to symbols and what they represent. Symbol's such as the cross, a national flag, or an Olympic torch, are only man made physical things. They have no value other than the value that we decide to assign to them.

Symbols do however have meaning and on many different levels. The five pointed star symbolizes man standing with his feet stretched out, grounded on earth, and his hands and head reaching up to the heavens. To me, this symbol speaks of mans quest to reach God while rooted in a physical existence. The snake has often symbolized Satan because snakes are so bound to the earth and in pre-Christian philosophies (Hindu I believe) it was believed that the purpose of Satan was to keep us from reaching God by keeping us trapped on the earth plane via Mya or illusion and therefore caught in an eternal cycle of reincarnation. Birds often symbolize the opposite because of their ability to break away from earth, such as the dove that represents the holy spirit in Christianity. So when you think about it, there are symbols everywhere in almost everything. Numbers and letters are symbols. We use our bodies as symbols. Smiling is a symbol of happiness. Waving is a symbol of departure or acknowledgement. Holding up the middle finger is a symbol of anger and challenge.

So what is the true meaning of symbols and why do they invoke so much feeling and emotion? We use symbols because we lack the ability to communicate on a deep level. All symbols hint at something more profound and divine than what they appear to be. Even flipping the bird is rooted in spiritual significance. In many ancient cultures it was believed that the life force entered our body at the top of the head (the crown chakra) and exited thru the hands and feet. It was believed that the energy could be directed towards somebody (or something) as it left the body. If you pointed the hand straight out with all fingers touching each other, the energy exited the hand (and was the most potent) via the longest finger. If your intent was positive it was considered white magic. If your intent was negative, it was black magic. Over time it just devolved to what it is today.

If we could communicate what we really feel to each other, if we weren't always trying to hide and disguise who we really are, we would have less need of symbols. We use symbols because they stand for that which we don't know how to truly communicate. Although every symbol has a different meaning, or a different slant to the same meaning, the ultimate truth of all symbols is that, in their deepest context, they all point to the same thing....God, divinity, truth, whatever you want to call it. But doesn't everything in nature, everything in life, everything in existence do that? We get caught up in the illusion of what things appear to be. But just because we are not capable of seeing the higher truth in all things, doesn't mean that higher truth isn't there. So we use symbols.

Symbols in and of themselves are not good or bad, they are just props. The problem arises when we identify with a symbol. We identify with a symbol because we loose our identity with who we really are. When we loose our true identity, we identify with countries, with religions, with dogma's, with creeds, with cultures and sub cultures, even with emotions and feelings. Instead of seeing these things as outer experiences and allowing ourselves to experience them, we become them. Instead of experiencing living as an American, I AM an American. Instead of experiencing being angry, I AM angry. At this point, we've lost our self. When you loose yourself, you take things like flag burning, religion, politics, and even Olympic torches very personally.

I believe that we learn who we really are by first experiencing and then realizing who we are not. That may be the reason we are in this world. When we've had enough of being who we are not, we will become who we are. When we identify with anything other than pure consciousness, we take a piece of ourself out of pure consciousness and put it into that thing we are identifying with, especially when we identify with thoughts, feelings, and emotions. As long as we keep "putting ourselves out there", we will have a need to protect those things that are "out there". Remember, symbols only symbolize the truth, they never are the truth.

April 08, 2008

Deceptions in Military Recruiting

Deceptions in Military Recruiting:
An ex-Insider Speaks Out

By: Chris White - 01/06/03

The points in this essay concerning the dark side of military recruiting largely inform my decision to work incessantly to dissuade young men and women from enlisting. My primary audience is every U.S. citizens because it is necessary that as many people as possible understand the manipulation used by the military to lure young Americans. It is important to question the notion that the all-volunteer military is truly made up of volunteers. If one is lied to about a profession by the people who convinced them to join that profession, then is the person who was lied to a volunteer in the clearest sense of the word? My research has led me to forsake the ideology of "once a Marine, always a Marine", that imposes on us to refer to ourselves as "former Marines" and never "ex-Marines". I condemn my past Marine identity, and therefore, I proudly call myself an "ex-Marine" who is against any offensive use of the U.S. military.

I am not against the men and women serving in the military per se; I am against the way in which they are used by the government to promote the interests of its richest constituents. My doctoral research on U.S. foreign policy also convinces me that when viewed through the lens of the deceptive process of military recruiting, our actions abroad are further exposed as corruptly violent. Furthermore, I have learned that rarely has our military been used for national defense in its 228-year history. We can remember the War of 1812 and WWII as possibly the only national defense wars, but mostly poor young men and women, for the cause of defending the interests of the rich and the politicians, have fought hundreds of other engagements both here and abroad. Every service member contributes their share, which is why I work hard to dissuade anyone from joining the military.

The Bush administration's justification for waging war on Iraq is permeated by a fleet of hypocritical holes. From the absence of proof, to the double standards, to the erasure of history in public discussions, to all of the other deceitful practices that support the military industrial complex, it is clear that those who favor peace are up against a simultaneously powerful and tenuous force. The force is powerful because it has monetary and physical strength as well as the media to maintain power over the masses. Yet, the grip of the warmongers is tenuous as long as there are those who will speak out to expose the hypocrisies and lies that legitimize their rule in the first place.

Military recruiters are the first line of offense in this machinery that serves the interests of the power elite at the expense of the less fortunate. Recruiters creep into the civilian world touting slogans to make an otherwise dismal job seem appealing. Their training is largely oriented toward marketing and sales techniques: on the first day at recruiting school, a recruiter friend of mine was told to come up with a gimmick for selling a pen. What business does the military have teaching recruiters to sell anything? Are the lives of America's youth just another commodity for the government to exploit? If the war is justified, then why do recruiters have to exist at all? Why do they even have to sell the military to young people? Why do they have to use manipulative sales techniques to convince young, uneducated minds to carry out the dirty work of war? As an assistant recruiter, I witnessed first hand how recruiters manipulate the poor and young into fighting for the rich!

First, recruiters have every incentive to be dishonest. Speaking for the Marine Corps only, recruiters have monthly quotas and, once filled, they can slack off for the rest of the month. However, the more people they sign up, the better their chances for promotion. Therefore, the incentive for dishonesty is high indeed. Recruiters lie about college benefits, duty station assignments, veterans' benefits, and countless other aspects of the military in order to convince their clients to sign. Once you are in boot camp, it is too late to change anything.

How do they lie about college benefits? They fail to tell you that you must pay 1200 dollars in your first year of the military in order to get the G.I. Bill, which is quite a chunk of money when your salary is only 700/mo. You will be lucky if you get your monthly G.I. Bill check in your first three months of college anyway, as the bureaucracy is so inept that you had better hope to have enough money saved up before you arrive. Another point recruiters leave out is that most students who are independent and over 25, civilians and veterans alike, are eligible for enormous amounts of financial aid anyway. That is, unless you already receive the G.I. Bill.

Wait a minute. Back up. So, if I earned the G.I. Bill for serving "my country", then I may not be eligible for any financial aid? Yep, ask any veteran over 25 working in college, and they will tell you that the financial aid office determines one's eligibility for grants and fellowships (free money) according to one's income, and then deletes one's income from the amount of aid one is eligible for. Therefore, if one were eligible for 9,000 dollars in grants, but received 9,000 from the G.I. Bill, well, one gets no grants. One can get loans though. All the loans one desires. This may seem like a petty argument, but remember, recruiters use the G.I. Bill to lure civilians into joining the military. So, if the G.I. Bill is not necessarily a benefit, then why should one join for the college money?

How do recruiters lie about duty station assignments? Recruiters tell potential reservists that they can go to college and serve one weekend a month, with very little chance of being called back to active duty. However, the current administration wants to call up to 300,000 reservists to the Gulf alone. I can further illustrate this with the story of my neighbor's daughter who had considered joining the National Guard. As an incentive to get her to sign, her recruiter told her that she would be stationed in Kansas, but luckily, I persuaded her not to join. Her friend was not so lucky. Shortly after joining the Guard, he was called to active duty and sent to Bosnia for two years. Thousands of National Guard and other reservists have been called back to active duty since 9/11, and thousands more will still be called to go to Iraq.

How do recruiters deceive us about veterans' benefits? I can use VA medical facilities if I want to wait five months for an appointment, but my wife cannot use them (at least in Kansas). We are both veterans, but I am 30 percent disabled, and she is not at all. Of course, who would want to use the VA hospital in Kansas City anyway? According to an AP report in March 2002, the infestation of mice, maggots, and flies in the years leading up to 2001 created such as scandal as to pressure VA Secretary Anthony Principi to remove "the director and deputy director for the regional network, which includes Missouri, Kansas, and southern Illinois." (1) The janitorial staff did not touch the food storage areas or cafeteria for a year, and maggots had nested in two of the comatose patients' noses! This is not necessarily the fault of the VA because the federal government decides how much money will be allotted to our disabled veterans.

Ron Kovic exposed the horrible conditions of the VA hospitals during the Vietnam era in his book, Born on the Fourth of July. As a wounded Vietnam veteran, Kovic was outraged at the outdated equipment, under-qualified and uncaring staffs and the unsanitary conditions that disabled veterans were forced to endure. Therefore, not much has changed since 1970s, and any hope of future change is diminished by dubya's slashing of the VA's healthcare budget by 275 million dollars in 2002, and further cuts all around to the VA. Of course, recruiters never mention this in their deceit-filled speeches about the benefits of the military, which is why more veterans need to speak to high school students and parents about the realities of military life.

Although the lies are bad enough, interactions with recruiters can be hazardous to one's health. One poolee (person waiting to go to boot camp who has already enlisted) wrote me that my first essay had helped him to decide to leave the Marines. The recruiter lied to the poolee by saying that it was too late, that he had already enlisted and therefore he was obligated for the next four years. During my recruiting days, I learned that any poolee can get out before boot camp, and after several more e-mails, the poolee told me that he had finally received his discharge after pushing the matter a little more. His recruiter responded to him with a physical threat by saying, "If I was in front of you right now I'd knock you out." Great example of the quality of leadership instilled by military service.

My recruiter in 1994 was a Marine sniper who had served in El Salvador and Somalia among other places. He actually admitted to me with excitement that he had killed non-combatants in Somalia with a .50 caliber sniper rifle, a weapon only to be used on vehicles, and that he had taken pictures of his victims afterward. His story was semi-confirmed for me seven years later, once I read Scott Peterson's Me against my Brother. Peterson wrote, "the snipers killed more than 14 Somalis, some of them children who were found later to have a toy pistol, or nothing." (2) UN spokesperson George Bennet later told Peterson, "They were shooting at anything by the time they left," and this statement only further confirms my recruiter's story. (3)

Unfortunately, I too am guilty of following an unlawful order from that same recruiter, but of a much lesser magnitude. While assisting him for two weeks just after I graduated from boot camp, part of my job was to make poolees lose weight before they shipped out. One poolee was still twelve pounds overweight the day before boot camp, so naturally my recruiter ordered me to force the poolee to eat an entire box of Ex-lax, after which I had to make him do calisthenics until he lost the twelve pounds. Needless to say, he was admitted to boot camp the next day, but I am still ashamed that I made him do that. The business of recruiting is dark indeed.

Recruiters now have even more access to the young minds of America, with the No Child Left Behind Act of 2001 and the National Defense Authorization Act for Fiscal Year 2002. These Acts require every high school receiving federal education funds to hand over the names, addresses, and phone numbers of every junior and senior to local recruiters upon request. (4) That means that even 15 years olds, with no idea whatsoever about the real world, let alone the military, are now vulnerable to the manipulation and deception of recruiters in their own homes. If a school refuses to hand the information over, the Department of Defense steps in and pressures the school, after which federal funding may be withdrawn. According to Secretary of Education Rod Paige and Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld, the Acts give students more access to college, but we need to ask why it is that the government does not offer any alternative to the military for unskilled high school graduates that wish to go to college but are unqualified for college.

Our commander in chief himself took the opportunity to join the military, then took a Bush prerogative and failed to return to his duty station for a year and a half. Of course, he did not have to serve the prison sentences that others who left for that long did. Nevertheless, it makes perfect sense. After all, the president is not any different from half of Americans, who support our impending war on Iraq. While over fifty percent support an invasion, approximately 1 percent serves in the military. Therefore, only 1 percent of us is willing to fight a battle that over 50 percent of us favor, which makes it much more palatable to start a war. As long as the majority faces no direct military consequences, I guess anything, including deceptive measures in recruiting, goes. Thus, the cycle of historical amnesia is allowed to continue, and future U.S. military action will surely bring about more 9/11s.

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Chris White, a contributing writer for Liberal Slant, is an ex-Marine
infantryman with experience as a recruiter-assistant. He is currently
working on his doctorate in history at the University of Kansas, Lawrence.
He served from 1994-98, in Diego Garcia, Camp Pendleton, CA, Okinawa,
Japan, and Doha, Qatar. He is also a member of Veterans for Peace.

(1) Libby Quaid, "VA Officials Reassigned Amid Scandal," Associated Press
28 Mar 2002.

(2) Scott Peterson, Me against my Brother: at War in Somalia, Sudan, and
Rwanda (New York: Routledge, 2001) 149.

(3) Quoted in Peterson, 149.

(4) Secretary Paige and Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld, "Joint Letter
from Secretary Paige and Secretary Rumsfeld," 09 Oct. 2002.

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April 05, 2008

How I would Transfer the American Wealth

If I were in charge of the wealthiest country on earth and wanted to transfer the wealth from the working middle class to the rich and powerful, I would go about it like this....I would first cut taxes and then start a war that we cannot afford because of the tax cuts. The war allows a perfect opportunity for the connected few, the largest corporations, to operate under the radar of financial scrutiny, via services rendered to the war machinery, perpetuated by a national fervor of drummed up patriotism and fear, to extract billions, make that trillions, from the American middle class. However, since there has been a tax cut, and the American middle class is pretty much broke from past digressions of others in charge before me, the only way to pay for this war would be to barrow the trillions needed from other countries. I would not pay for the war as we go along because if the American people were to feel the true pain of the cost of the war, they would probably demand that we end it as soon as we start it. I would barrow the money so that we don't have to feel any pain. I would use the national credit card and I would use my borrowing power to max out the national credit card (it's not mine, I don't have to pay it back). I would make a deal with congress, who I assume would be of my same party persuasion and therefore like minded, that if they ignore my shenanigans in perpetuating and running this war, that I will not veto any of their spending bills and therefore they will get their fair share of the transfer of wealth for their own leaches that are sucking onto THEIR asses. So the debt gets transferred to future generations, no short term pain, the American people feel like their being protected, and I've lowered taxes. It's perfect! So maybe we will have incurred a debt so astronomical that there is no way we will ever pay it off, in fact the interest alone on that debt will insure that we never again enjoy the prosperity we once knew, never have anything that resembles national health care, never again have quality education in our schools, social security will disappear, the infrastructure will erode, and the working middle class will become so poor that we will most likely devolve into 3rd world status.....HOWEVER....the millionaires will have become billionaires and it won't matter to them. And I won't care, they are my friends. They are the folks I pledged my services to when I took the job. This is how I would transfer the wealth of America. Now in all fairness, for the sake of full disclosure, I have to admit that these were not my ideas....I copied them.

A Day of Reckoning is Coming....When it does, let's use it!

It's time to change the way we vote in America because the system we have now is not fair. But then again, neither is our tax system, our corporate welfare system, our no-bid government contracts system, our right wing barrow and spend system, i.e. we have complete system break down. We have devolved and digressed into a muck of greed and corruption. Indeed, there is much fixing that needs to be done in our country, and I think the way we vote would be a good place to start.

When Al Gore won the popular vote and lost the election to George Bush in 2000, it sickened most democrats. It was like getting mule kicked right in the gut. They say it was democracy at work, the way the system has been set up, pure American. I say it was bull@#$%. It was anti democracy because it thwarted the will of the majority. So many good ideas started out as simple ideas and then, over time, got puked on by politicians.

Voting should be a simple process of majority rules. Why can't we get rid of delegates, super delegates, and the electoral college and just let the popular vote be the final word? I know that the whole process has been complicated by a little thing called MONEY. And I have to plead a little bit of ignorance here on how the intricacies of the system play out, however, in my childlike naivete I believe we need to scrap the whole system and start over with a system based simply on the old fashioned concept of....the voter decides. And if we can manage to do such a feat, maybe we could also do it with the tax system. Talk about complicated....I think it's easier to understand brain surgery than it is to understand our tax code. Changes are needed, but how? How do you remove the fox from guarding the hen house when the fox makes all the rules?

Personally, I see a reckoning coming. Either in the form of depression and economical collapse, major climate changes, diseases gone wild, terrorist attacks....something that will probably be devastating but will hopefully lead to a major paradigm shift in our collective consciousness. Maybe we will arrive at a place where we all agree that we have been screwed and were not going to take it any longer, kind of like we were at when we had the Revolutionary war. I don't think we will have a military revolution but maybe we will collectively come to an agreement that it is time to revamp the whole system and the greedy children in charge will have proven that they are not capable of the job.

The only good thing to come out of 911 was that for a brief moment in time we were unified as Americans. We were willing to do whatever it took to make sure that 911 never happened again. Too bad we didn't have any real leadership. That's why I think it will take a major catastrophe to get us to that point again. And when we get there, I hope we will remember how Bush used that unified and cooperative will of the people to start his dirty little war which began the major transfer of wealth from the middle class to the elite few. Maybe then we will DEMAND real change, change that benefits us the people, not just corporations, and if you aren't willing to start producing results then step aside! That will be the point when we can rebuild, redesign, make it better, stronger, more honest, and most of all....keep it simple....get back to basics. When that day comes, lets start with how we vote.

April 03, 2008

More on Hypocrisy

This is a follow up to my blog I recently wrote about hypocrisy. I wanted to share a few examples of what hypocrisy is, at least how I see it. First of all I want to say that we are all hypocrites at one time or another and most of us are most of the time. When you hit a child for hitting, that is an obvious hypocrisy. However, hypocrisy can inhibit our actions on a deeper and more subtle level. When you criticize someone for being critical or when you judge someone for being judgmental you are being a hypocrite....and we all do that. Acts of hypocrisy often demonstrate our own inability and lack of awareness to understand who we are being at a certain moment. I have said before that we demonstrate who we are by what we do. When we criticize or judge, we are not making a statement about another person, rather we are defining ourselves as being critical and judgmental. Now here is where the whole concept of hypocrisy gets tricky. To label anybody a hypocrite is to make a judgment call as well as to criticize. So does that mean the person I am labeling as a hypocrite is a hypocrite? Not neccessarily....

We cannot exist in this world without judging and criticizing. The whole trick is to do it consciously and not maliciously. In my last blog I tried to define what I believe is the difference between conscious thinking and unconscious thinking or the egoic mind versus the conscious self or higher awareness. When you view a behavior from awareness you do not assign an emotional judgment to that person. When you view that same behavior from ego, you make a judgment based on your own inability to see those same traits within yourself.

All of that being said, here are a few of the common hypocrisies I see that are being played out on a national scale. They are dangerous to the direction our country is headed because the folks that are preaching these things are distorting the truth....they are confusing us....they are confusing me. So I'm just gonna call it like I see it.....

You are a hypocrite when....

You say you believe in less government intrusion into our personal lives and support things like the patriot act which allows government to intrude into our personal lives. Also when you support government inhibiting our personal freedoms based on religious moralities.

You say you are for fiscal spending and lower taxes while supporting our country going deeper into debt to the tune of trillions of dollars to keep our taxes down as well as spend frivolously on corporate profiteers just because the party in power that is doing this happens to be the party you voted for.

When you say your religion of choice, which is based on stories and personal beliefs with little to no scientific fact to back any of it up, is the one and only truth and that all other beliefs are false because they are simply based on stories and personal beliefs with little to no scientific fact to back up any of their beliefs.

When you say you are pro-life while you support the death penalty as well as pre-emptive wars that are responsible for killing thousands of innocent civilians.

When you say that God loves us as His children yet He would send us into eternal damnation for breaking one of His rules....that is not love....that is power gone mad!

When you call yourself patriotic and do not question the motives of those in power when their motives are suspicious to say the least.

When you call others unpatriotic because they dare to question those in power which is our most basic patriotic duty.

When you call yourself compassionate while supporting our government using torture....while ignoring the plight of the homeless....or while supporting the mass slaughter of millions of innocent animals everyday to feed your addiction to eating flesh.

When you say that we need more "science" or "facts" about global warming being man made and at the same time you so easily accept the distorted "science" and "facts" without question about why we were justified to go to war in Iraq.

When you say you support the troops while your meaning of the word "support" is to leave them in a war where they are now fighting officially for the "Islamic Army of Iraq".....when they are forced to go back year after year, to perform several tours of duty....when we no longer know what they are even fighting for.

When you have no problem with other kids dying in Iraq and yet would never allow your children to go there.

These are true hypocrites. These are people who are not being honest with themselves. These are people who dare to judge those who do not subscribe to their self delusions as being "wacky liberals". You know who you are.